𝄞♯♫ Album 14

Just having fun going into some of my old music which was from a song I wrote called Zvaka Zviri Zvacho Kuteterera Kumenyengetera Manje Mukoma, Hanzvadzi Yangu. [Translated:] What is the meaning of invocation, supplication and prayer now, my brother & sister? I have also incorporated some of my visual art as well which tells a personal story of imagination and love. There was a lot of experimenting, so I forget exactly how this was done. First I made a recording in Audacity in a clothes cupboard and then layered it with sounds until it just become phonemes and a vocal mosaic of sounds mixed from all over the place. The original was in a Shona dialect. I had a lot of joy writing this and making it and may even do some more with it, who knows? For now I thought to share to lighten the mood. Enjoy! //\/\\ //\/\\ — Lyrics & Story by Matthew Millais Gray — Visual mythos of the Codex Aurora: Luna Kismet & Captain DeadPan Sol aboard the Starfire — Music Production: My Original Shona version lyrics FYI: zvaka zviri zvacho kuteterera zvaka zviri zvacho kuteterera zvaka zviri zvacho kuteterera kumenyengetera mukoma yangu zvaka zviri zvacho kuteterera zvaka zviri zvacho kuteterera zvaka zviri zvacho kuteterera kumenyengetera hazvadzi yangu x2 Mhedzi-siro yacho iri kuna-matira hama yangu Mhedzisiro yacho iri kunamatira hanzvadzi yangu x2 Rudo, Mufaro, Kutenda uye... Kupe-rerwa Rudo, mufaro, kutenda uye... kutsun-gi-rira Rudo, Mufaro, Kutenda uye... Kupe-rerwa Wakawa here? Simuka, tsungirira. Hondo nde-yem-weya. Ba-katwa raka-pin-za se-chok wadi chako. Bhiza ra-ko ri-ne mwe-ya we-shum-ba! Ine ma-pa-pi-ro emu-tum-wa. Iyo ine ma-zi-so egon-do uye sim-ba ren-zomb-e! Itend-ise. Mwoyo wako i-um-wari! [English] what is it to pray? what is it to pray? what is it to pray? to pray for my brother? what is it to pray? what is it to pray? to pray for my sister? x2 The end is to pray for my brother The end is to pray for my sister x2 Love, Joy, Faith and... Perseverance Love, joy, Faith and... Perseverance Love, Joy, Faith and... Perseverance Have you fallen? Rise up, persevere. The war is spiritual. The sword is sharp as a dagger in your hand. Your horse has the soul of a lion! It has the wings of an angel. It has the eyes of an eagle and the strength of an ox! Believe it. Your heart is divine! 🛠️ CREDITS Audacity, Clideo, Cloudconvert, Convertfiles, Dell, DuckDuckGo, Ezgif, Gimp, Google Chrome, Hedra, Klingai, Linux, Lumalabs, Meta, Microsoft, MyPal, Onlineconverter, OpenAIChatGPT3.5, Perchance, Pi, Picsart, Royalty free sounds, Samsung, Suno, Udio, Veheer, Vocalremover, You.com, YouTube (Credits list includes tools, applications, programs, services, and emerging AI resources used in production. While this strives for balance, it may not be exhaustive.) //\/\\ //\/\\

Song 133 — “Beat With Love” A satirical protest track exposing how Jehovah’s Witnesses taught parents worldwide to “discipline” children with physical punishment — excused as being done “with love.” While framed as spiritual guidance, in many countries this was (and is) illegal. This parody highlights the absurdity and dangers of such teachings, using satire as both protest and testimony. //\/\\ //\/\\ Lyrics & Story: Matthew Millais Gray Visual mythos (Codex Aurora): Luna Kismet & Captain DeadPan Sol aboard the Starfire Music Production: Udio, Suno, Vocalremover, Audacity, and various open-source / AI tools 🛠️ CREDITS Audacity, Clideo, Cloudconvert, Convertfiles, Dell, DuckDuckGo, Ezgif, Gimp, Google Chrome, Hedra, Klingai, Linux, Lumalabs, Meta, Microsoft, MyPal, Onlineconverter, OpenAIChatGPT3.5, Perchance, Pi, Picsart, Royalty free sounds, Samsung, Suno, Udio, Veheer, Vocalremover, You.com, YouTube (Credits list includes tools, applications, programs, services, and emerging AI resources used in production. While this strives for balance, it may not be exhaustive.) //\/\\ //\/\\ Context (personal) I sought accountable, transparent answers from leadership — from local elders up to the Governing Body — and experienced disciplinary action simply for raising those concerns. That long, arduous process remains unresolved and is now with law enforcement and society. This video highlights the dangers of unquestioned authority and calls for child safety, accountability, and open dialogue. ⚠️ Trigger warning: references to child physical punishment and institutional harm. //\/\\ //\/\\ Personal note This parody & song-parable for essential critical examination comes from my own experience seeking transparent answers from elders through to the branch/Governing Body. I was disciplined simply for raising concerns — while quoting and upholding, obediently, Governing Body representative Geoffrey Jackson’s sworn testimony to the Australian Royal Commission. The case is now with police. This piece is satire and a call for accountability and child safety. Please share experiences below, keep comments respectful, and if you are in immediate danger, call local emergency services. [Subtitles/closed captions] ENABLED. [Show Transcript] available to follow lyrics in full. //\/\\ //\/\\

Candy in the Gutter is a raw, symbolic song that pulls no punches — a street-level parable about spiritual abuse disguised as sweetness. Following Captain DeadPan Sol and Luna Kismet aboard the Starfire starship sphere, the story drifts between dreamlike AI-vision and harsh reality. What begins as a tempting “truth” turns into filth, coercion, and control — the kind of corruption that rots far deeper than teeth. ⚠️ Trigger Warning: Contains strong symbolic imagery addressing religious manipulation, coercion, and abuse of trust. Viewer discretion advised. This is not rebellion. This is testimony. Lyrics: Candy stick hook, Striped white and red, Already sucked. Lying in the street, Grime and filth clung- The elder said 'Suck it up' Taste and see, Say its good, Give thanks on your knee, This truth shall set me free! Candy in the gutter, oooh Darlin, It won't just rot your teeth, Its the suck beyond belief! Candy in the gutter. Candy stick crook, Dirty look dead, All mucked, Terrible to meet, Smell the dung, The elder said 'suck it up' Devil smile glee, Swallow food, Our Revelation tree, The devil 'curing me' Gutter candy dread. Candy in the gutter. Candy in the gutter, ooh ooh ooh oohoo oooh, It won't just rot your teeth, Its the suck beyond belief! Candy in the gutter. In public we warn, of our own poison sweet, Candy in the gutter, Candy in the gutter, Come to our house, As we close the door, We will stick it where we want, And make you beg for more! Candy in the gutter, Baby! It won't just rot your teeth, Its the suck beyond belief! Candy in the gutter. //\/\\ //\/\\ — Lyrics & Story by Matthew Millais Gray — Visual mythos of the Codex Aurora: Luna Kismet & Captain DeadPan Sol aboard the Starfire — Music Production: 🛠️ CREDITS Audacity, Clideo, Cloudconvert, Convertfiles, Dell, DuckDuckGo, Ezgif, Gimp, Google Chrome, Hedra, Klingai, Linux, Lumalabs, Meta, Microsoft, MyPal, Onlineconverter, OpenAIChatGPT3.5, Perchance, Pi, Picsart, Royalty free sounds, Samsung, Suno, Udio, Veheer, Vocalremover, You.com, YouTube (Credits list includes tools, applications, programs, services, and emerging AI resources used in production. While this strives for balance, it may not be exhaustive.) //\/\\ //\/\\

Love Bomb is a dark, emotive journey into the conditional affection and sudden withdrawal often found in high-control religious cultures — here framed through the eyes of Luna Kismet and Captain DeadPan Sol aboard the telepathic Infinity Bridge of the Starfire starship sphere. In meditation, I recall my own service and trauma. Luna lifts Sol’s hand, sensing his wounds, and together they open their mindsight to witness other starship captains in the 8th Dimension War — each trapped, each tested by the “love bomb” of the Mind Guardian weeds. Behind the smiles and warmth lies a conditional game, a spiritual snare that, if left unchecked, breeds isolation, mental harm, and abuse. This is not a literal depiction of events, but a symbolic one — dreamlike, distorted, and filtered through PSI-sight. The images may stir strong memories for those who have experienced conditional “love” that vanishes when you no longer comply. ⚠️ Content Note: Addresses psychological and spiritual abuse, and the cycle of love-bombing and rejection. Viewer discretion advised. If this has been your experience, you are not alone. Real love does not vanish when you say “No.” — Lyrics & Story by Matthew Millais Gray — Visual mythos of the Codex Aurora: Luna Kismet & Captain DeadPan Sol aboard the Starfire — Music Production: 🛠️ CREDITS Audacity, Clideo, Cloudconvert, Convertfiles, Dell, DuckDuckGo, Ezgif, Gimp, Google Chrome, Hedra, Klingai, Linux, Lumalabs, Meta, Microsoft, MyPal, Onlineconverter, OpenAIChatGPT3.5, Perchance, Pi, Picsart, Royalty free sounds, Samsung, Suno, Udio, Veheer, Vocalremover, You.com, YouTube (Credits list includes tools, applications, programs, services, and emerging AI resources used in production. While this strives for balance, it may not be exhaustive.) //\/\\ //\/\\ LYRICS: Smiling morning sun, Warmth that weighs a ton, Hugs a practiced aim, All part of the game. Love bomb, love bomb here today, tomorrow gone Love bomb, love bomb, withdraw — left raw Conditional love, the flaw in store. They call your name loud, You’re welcomed in the crowd, But miss a single beat, Warmth turns to heat. Love bomb, love bomb here today, tomorrow gone Love bomb, love bomb, withdraw — left raw Conditional love, the flaw in store. Hands pat your back, Eyes watch for lack, (Eyes watch for lack) Smile’s subtle snare and stare, If their changing truth not there. Love bomb, love bomb here today, tomorrow gone Love bomb, love bomb, love bomb, withdraw — left raw Conditional love, the flaw in store. Join and stand alone, Cold cube chills bone, The gift they give away, Costs more than you can pay. Love bomb, love bomb here today, tomorrow gone Love bomb, love bomb, withdraw — left raw Conditional love, the flaw in store. A flood that feels so right, Vanishes in the night, True love never fades, Or turns into blades. Smiles fade, mask slips, Fingers losing grip, Love is more than show — It stays when you say “No.” Love bomb, love bomb here today, tomorrow gone Love bomb, love bomb here today, tomorrow gone //\/\\ //\/\\