Male Widow (Mixtape)

LYRICS: [Instrumental Solo] [Chorus] Everything I love gets taken from me. Sometimes, it feels like God is my enemy. Suffering is my destiny. Pain is my identity. [Verse 1] I am not allowed what others get. I'm paying off an infinite debt. I wish I didn't even exist. Death is the only woman I've ever kissed. [Verse 2] I feel so lonely, but God wants that for me. I'm as miserable as anyone can be. Suffering is all I'll experience for eternity. I want to make everyone disappear, like Sentry. [Chorus] Everything I love gets taken from me. Sometimes, it feels like God is my enemy. Suffering is my destiny. Pain is my identity. [Verse 3] I've been pushed to my limit. This suffering just won't quit. I just can't stop it. To saving the world, I no longer give a shit! [Verse 4] I just want to kill! I'm going mentally ill! I live my life for the thrill! I have no power in my will! [Bridge] Everything I love, gets taken from me! Everything I love, gets taken from me! Everything I love, gets taken from me! Everything I love, gets taken from me! [Chorus] Everything I love gets taken from me. Sometimes, it feels like God is my enemy. Suffering is my destiny. Pain is my identity. [Instrumental Solo]