Morning Musings #72 - Daring to express the will of our Soul... AS the divine "will of God".

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As I am feeling into my soul... I am discovering that it is "unnatural" to have a Lord or Master. It is "unnatural" (against natural law) to be "mastered" by someone other than your Soul Self. It doesn't feel good. And we have only accepted it from "God", because who would dare rebel against God? If we are truly honest with ourselves, we don't like to be subject to an external God. But we have been shamed into accepting submission, because we don't want to be called a Satan or Lucifer. There is just so much shame and guilt that has been heaped on us for so long, we got buried!

Christian teaching prevents our Soul to have a "will" - it is not permitted! I am sure I am not the only Soul that has ever "felt" (but not dared to express) that I don't want to serve God. You get called a "demon" if you dare express that feeling. So, we live all our lives fearing to express and stuffing that genuine, authentic "feeling" only to end up developing cancer. (Without experiencing this epiphany of Divine "unified conscious awareness", none of this will make sense, btw.)

What I have found as I came into divine autonomy, my soul began to feel whole (home) and I no longer have that feeling of wanting to run from myself; usually into the arms of "God". And the feeling of "home" is what God energy is to me. A nesting of sorts in my own Being.

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