Morning Musings #104 A New Journey Requires New Guides

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A New Journey Requires New Guides. I found out why Jesus can no longer be my guide.

For the last week, a struggle or wrestle has come back into my awareness during my dream state. In the dream I found myself struggling to formulate a prayer of very clear intention and thought and it went like this:
"Jesus if you are real, then please let me know you in that reality and show me whether all I have learned and remembered during the past couple of years has been wrong."
That is kind of an odd prayer, and I am thinking that it surfaced yet again, because there is still a lingering fear in my subconsciousness that somewhere somehow I may have taken a wrong turn in the road.
It is also interesting to me, that I struggled trying to verbalise this intention and was not able to SPEAK it... I was not able to unite my thoughts with my tongue. It almost felt like what Jacob is recorded in the Bible as experiencing when wrestling with the angel all night.
When I woke from the dream, it left me puzzled as to why I was not able to formulate that specific prayer to speech. Have I completely annihilated Jesus??? 😲
Why am I unable to "re-formulate" him into my current awareness? I cannot seem to get him to "form" in my psyche, in this frequency dimension I am in now. Why?
If I can explain it at all in terms of frequency, he does not fit my current paradigm any longer, because my awareness has penetrated into the core Source dimension of singularity. When one reaches the core, the "wayshower" is no longer needed.
At the Core of Source Singularity, everything merges as one... dissolving the "forms" we have become accustomed to as we traverse the multiple dimensions within the Universe.