Morning Musings # 136 - When Life is "Good", it is easy to be happy all the time. Answering critics!

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People might get the wrong impression when they watch my videos, and they might be tempted to say "Well your life is so easy, it is easy to be happy every day". My life has not always been easy!

I did not record the times when I would lie in bed at night pounding my pillow and swearing at the ceiling, because I was in such emotional and mental anguish. I did not record the walks when I would be crying and cussing on my morning walks, because of the emotional, psychological and mental pain that I experienced. No, my life "has not always been easy, and that's what makes it is so easy to be happy everyday". Far from it!

But I worked hard to reclaim my mental health and psychological health, layer by layer by asking the question: Why am I feeling this way? Why does it hurt so bad? I kept digging out layer after layer of childhood wounding, abandonment wounds, rejection wounds, the insecurity. Where the insecurity came from, of course that came from abandonment... emotional abandonment, psychological abandonment by those who were meant to take care of us when we were children.

And so, it was a hard time to go through the dark night of the soul. And I am now to the point that I have reclaimed and regathered all my soul fragments together... I have unified them. I have worked very hard at regathering every fragment, and today I feel pretty put together and whole mentally, emotionally, psychologically, spiritually and intelligently (intellectually). And now my life is "Good", because I changed my mindset. Everything depends on mindset and perception of life.

And there is the energetic aspect of what we attract, what we generate and attract to ourselves. And since I am living in a more happy and contented energy on a regular basis now, the energy of happiness and contentment follows me or proceeds me. I have a better attitude of life, and that's why my life is better.

So yeah, I just wanted to make this little recording about that in case people wonder "well your life must be so great... your life is so great and so easy, it's easy to be happy".

I worked for this, I healed my Self, my mind, my soul and this is the fruit that I get to harvest from having a healthy mind. Anyone can do it, but it's hard work. You gotta work through your difficult shadow things, you gotta pick it apart and ask the question why... Why? why? why? and you will get the answers you need to make yourself whole.