Black Metal Improv To A Tee (#1)

You live with seven different mental illnesses and are not capable of working under pressure, but despite a government trying to kill you with pills that don't work in a way that hard labor could for 23 years you still manage to find time to do things like this and can do anything else except for looking for things in a world where you can't focus on one thing for more than a half-hour at a time. How do you explain it to people? You can't find the right words to say despite great speech and penmanship, but you can still show them what you mean.