November 29, 2021

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no sleep, got up late, (D on the move, J wants to go too and angry about "social",
(M "you are not the only one who has problems with people" J "well whatever problem you want to think you have I GOT IT DOUBLE")

(the only reason I go anywhere with D is because being anywhere w/m&j makes me feel completely nonhuman (D makes me feel slightly "less than completely" nonhuman, which is NOT actually "better" AT ALL) I 'hear myself', and if anyone else did they'd just say "are you nuts - *STOP BEING NUTS*" but I can't get any help (because I 'have it too good' and help costs money I don't have

please help me get myself out of this at patreon.com/achingforstrength, ko-fi.com/achingforstrength, and buymeacoffee.com/Aching

please help me get myself out of this situation and NOT into something worse (and get therapy to "feel human" at ko-fi.com/achingforstrength, patreon.com/achingforstrength, and buymeacoffee.com/Aching