July 27, 2021

(M says I'm going to get in trouble with my phone, accuses me of being "too preoccupied with phone to do what she asks me to do for her" (was supposed to wash her underwear, only avoided room and brought phone because she and J already into it (J bragging about how he doesn't care because nobody gives him credit for being right, etc.)

(J will brag about how he warned me to only have phone on person when outside house and how he does care anymore 37(I'm sick of chasing D around just to feel like there's something to my existence other than hearing him and M (in M's words) "bellyaching" at each other, so now staying in and getting yelled at for trying/wanting to hide (no longer evenable to record) how he doesn't care)

I think I have my answer (too little too late, as usual) - I really am the only thing wrong with my whole "situation"
Goodbye
please wish me luck/blessings/good karma/whatever you believe in/whatever it takes in becoming independent and "successful" without any "help" (ESPECIALLY from my so-called "brother" J, "dad", and "mom"