July 31, 2021

(I said I was tired, M says I was going to stay in back room until "Martha Speaks" is over, J comes right as program almost over, so now I have to stay until after he decides to leave otherwise it will look "rude"/like I'm running away) - turns out later I forgot to put vaseline back and M still asks why I "just ran off"

(M tells J arguing with people who are already sick makes them sicker, J curses M "as long as you keep (thinking your son just wants to cause a problem) you're going to keep your nerve problems and he's not going to have anything to do with it")

(does anyone else ever wish their life already counted as just bad enough that if you got caught crying no one would threaten to send you to an insane asylum?)