Despairing of Life! - Joe Focht

For we do not want you to be unaware, brethren, of our affliction which came to us in Asia, that we were burdened excessively *, beyond our strength, so that we despaired even of life; indeed, we had the sentence of death within ourselves so that we would not trust in ourselves, but in God who raises the dead; who delivered us from so great a peril of death, and will deliver us, He on whom we have set our hope. And He will yet deliver us,
2 Corinthians 1:8-10
Credit to Joe Focht, Trevor Steenbakkers and Calvary Chapel Philadelphia