R.I.P Baby Thor.

I thought this was published here on Rumble but I found my video on YouTube and wanted to share it here since I rarely put videos on YouTube.

See You Again - Charlie Puth with Lyrics

R.I.P Baby Thor. Gone but never forgotten.

Woke up to a text from Jim at 10:30 (11-19-2010) this morning telling me that Baby Thor isn't feeling well. I fix my coffee. Let the dogs out. Thor didn't want to go so I let him be. I had this feeling that something wasn't right and I started to cry. I put my hand in his crate to touch his head and he wouldn't even look at me but he was blinking and stuff. Normally if you put your hand in his crate he'd get mad but not today. So I was petting him asking if he was alright. I saw there was poop in his crate. Not normal. I tried to get him to come out but he wouldn't. I took the lid off the top of the crate and seen there was more poop. So I picked him up and was talking to him and petting him. His breathing was shallow and he was real limp like a new born baby. Freaking out the tears came out. I held him like a baby and told him "Baby Thor I love you. Mommy loves you." I just kept saying it over and over. I kept saying "it's OK. Mommy his here." then I'd kiss him on his neck like I always do. He really, really likes that. Then I remembered about his baby blanket. He loves that thing. So I wrapped him up and cried as I told him how much I love him. I laid his head on my chest like he loves to do so he could hear my heart beat. I rocked and I cried and I told him I love him and that I will miss him. I told him I'm having him cremated so that we can be together forever. I feel so sick to my stomach. My baby Thor is gone. He took his last breath at 11:37 this morning. I'm so glad I was home holding him, cuddling with him. I am still holding him right now and the tears are flowing. I just can't believe this. He was fine last night. My baby Thor is gone.