orkambi log 2020.04.22.0239

so taking insulin yesterday didn't put me in the ER or cramp up my legs beyond their proper functional limit, and today my meter said my glucose levels were "HI" which means over 500. i took 8 units of humalog and 8 units of basaglar and now the number is down to 190. it also appears that my poor breathing is directly correlated with my glucose levels. i've ordered more albuterol, lately i've reverted back to using a puffer, and ive been doing my salmeterol, tobi, pulmazyme, and orkambi each morning and evening pretty well so far. i've been including carbs in my diet and potassium to keep my muscles working, but monitoring both does add a lot more to my already complicated died. i hope that this can remain sustainable and solvent over time. my grocery bill has gone up substantially as of late. i still run into the other problem that even when my health seems to be on the up and up, i feel demotivated and demoralized most of the time, making it difficult to do anything. this is likely a product of whatever anxiety or depression i've had for a while now, and hopefully, my psych appointment can help me get somewhere in august. i should be looking for a more readily available solution, of course, but then that's a catch 22.