trikafta log 2020.04.02.0311

so i'm still up at 3 am im part because i'm cold and don't want to move. and in part because i've dipped below baseline from when i first went off of trikafta. i'm sort of functioning in a daze, unfocused, a little confused. it isn't as bad as it was previously, but it also means i'm prone to a lack of impulse control, a lack of motive. a propensity towards negative or tangential thought. so i'm not feeling terrible, but i can remember how good i felt in the past week. i'm also dealing with my left hand still being unstable for some reason, in a way my right hand isn't. it makes typing very tricky.