trikafta log 2020.03.20.1130

those pills were a mistake and a serious mistake, not a small one. i lay in bed about 2 hours last night, not able to sleep because i felt good. then i felt my level drop like a cliff, very suddenly and very sharply. i became immensely dizzy, i have a headache still, my brain feels very wrong, and it once again occurred to me that this feeling is bad enough and is intense enough that if it persists that i will become suicidal. it is becoming more and more a rational option. i need to see a doctor, and not in five months. i've taken my morning trikafta. i don't know what else to do. i guess i'll do pulmazyme, i haven't done that in a few days. but this whole thing is becoming a major obstruction.