trikafta log 2020.03.12.0240

i've done my evening albuterol, pulmazyme, and saline, taken 8 units basaglar, though there is corrective humalot i haven't taken, so i think i should be high tomorrow morning, and i've taken my evening trikafta. i've been cleaning a bit, organizing my room more. it had occurred to me that i sit in one place all day and that i've only cleaned my room enough for me to sit in that one place. there's quite a bit i need to throw away and not all of it is garbage, per se. things i've been holding onto that i know that i don't need to. i've been reflecting on things that as an adult, i should know, and i'm capable of learning. but these are things that should have been taught when i was a child, and being older now, they're much more difficult to learn, it will take more time, effort, and energy than it would have. it's an important bit of self evaluation. there is both the realization that i'm able to improve myself and my environment, but also an irritation of asking why wasn't i taught this as a child? i still feel it's a valid question, and one which will require more insight still.