Lots of Tears Today! Many of Us Have Lost Our Sons & Daughters!

What is causing our children, our young adults to gravitate to opioids and who has the more difficult time disconnecting from using? Why? What part does thyroid play in The Opioid Crisis?

I talk a tad about the locus coeruleus, neurotoxicity in our young adults, lifestyles, and what it feels like to lose your child, the death of a child which hurts so very much!

I cried a LOT today, in the am, midday, later. I have felt as if this experience of my son's transition from Earth is a 'bad dream' many days when awakening in the am only to find that it is not!

Many Moms describe what I have experienced for several months now which is the "Elephant on your chest" feelings making it hard to breathe and difficult to maintain our energy with compromised breathing, inflammation is high in the nostrils for many months for me, which was not simple congestion but the result of the immense intensity of the body in a flood of stress, a sea of distress!

I am here for you too! Many have lost more than one child and under horrific circumstances, like Josh's Mother who suffered a full nervous breakdown. It seems like only yesterday I was following those two and smiling at them, and now they are both gone! :(

It is the horror of horror losing your child knowing they did not want to go, they did not want to feel foolish in this hideous and criminal level addiction that should have never happened but for terrible medical practices. I have requested documents from the surgeon, pharmacies, hospitals, treatment centers and I have dug. I have read leading books about Fentanyl, American Overdose and learned about the Sackler's! I am appalled! It is difficult to fathom how this was even allowed but once again the money-driven economy prevails whether it sacrifices our children or not!

Are you picking up? Leave me your comments if you too have gone through just about enough with the Opioid Crisis, lost a child, loved one, rode for a few years through the insanity of addiction with loved ones, or had a loved one who reacted on opioids as if they were a stimulant in what I called the SYMPATHOMIMETIC TOXIDROME, I would love to hear from you!

Thank you!