trikafta log 2020.02.06.0153

well, it's 2 in the morning, again, and i haven't gone to sleep. i don't know what to do with myself at this point. it's become more clear to me that i face some sort of psychologically based problem. i have a few numbers to call to set up a meeting with a therapist or psychiatrist, though i find that an easy thing to forget. i set up the order of trikafta properly, so if it's not here by tomorrow, it'll arive the next day, and if not i need to make another call. tomorrow morning at 8 is breakfast and biblestudy i'd like to try and make, which means waking up at 7 in 5 hours. it's doable, but i haven't set myself up for success. this evening i've done albuterol, pulmazyme, salmeterol, and tobi, which has started to wear on my voice as it usually does.