My Son Zahwa Has Transitioned From Earth: I Have Been Grieving and Away

It's Karen,

I've been gone for a while from being here with you.

As a Mom, I felt shocked for the first few months and sad after finding my son Zahwa on his floor and without breath and life just 3 months ago.

My son Zahwa joined The Ancestors Tuesday in the early am, October 29, 2019.

My Sun (son) came to me days after passing with tears in his eyes he appeared to me in our family home saying "Momma I didn't want to leave you here, I didn't want to go!" It tore me up!

No young adult wants to lose their young life nor have opioids on their back, hijacking their brain, producing impulsiveness and addiction! For me, being a Mother and my hopes and dreams of becoming a grandmother are my everything in life! It causes me to feel nausea every day in the depths of my gut.

Zahwa went skiing at Spirit Mountain, Duluth, MN in February 2016 and took a fall in the terrain park breaking his clavicle (collarbone), it was recommended by one Orthopedic surgeon to put in a plate and 6 metal screws. I was against it from the beginning. I brought him to another, a second opinion in Duluth and they advised that although the break was very bad and nearly perforating the skin that the body would heal and they would do therapy without a metal plate. I was all for this option!

My son elected the metal plate thinking he would do a repeat surgery and have it removed as is common. He was unfortunately addicted after many jars of opiates were prescribed. Opiates hijack the brain and for some people more than for others!

Look for my book which will keep many from being blindsided!