trikafta log 2020.01.16.0918

i'm becoming more worried. i didn't sleep last night. i sat up at 6, took my morning trikafta,, did albuterol and pulmazyme. there is a bible study that i used to attend which started up again. we had a moose sausage breakfast with eggs and hash browns orange juice and biscuits with jam. i talked with the pastor about my anxiety, he recommended very strongly i get on anti anxiety medication, which i agree with. i really think i should try to sleep again, even though i'd rather not sleep through the day. it feels more and more like i don't have very much of a choice. if i don't want to stay up 24 hours plus again, i should just sleep through today. i'm not too happy about those choices