Letting go of chains that never heal. A bad day 4 Johnny.

In all my 52 years through the illusion of life, into the void of conspiracy theory influence-15-20 years, out into understanding and trials to becoming more( Past 3-4 years) I have come to realise that all I do for those who's chains I carry around my heart are bound to their own fate as they decided long ago and refuse to face themselves nor their direction.

For this I must release them and myself from my family oath and return to my journey, a journey I chose as a child but never imagined it true but just a fantasy. This is why I am mostly not believed as I refused to grow up entirely and melt into the life offered.

The time for me is now, they had theirs and they rejected truth so it is their end that they must face as they watch each other suffer and come to understand, "all that/those crazy fcuker/s went on about", is real and the truth whilst the trauma grows into a deafening noise to signal the end of the care, help, the hope they once believed and depended on..it will all shatter as it did for we who now see.

If anyone takes offence, be offended and move forward.

Dependence is a form of control and slavery but slaves luuuuv it!

Much L❤ve

Johnny❤