The Same Cry For Help (Dose 1 of 2)

The Same Cry For Help

This is a cry for help,
but still not to you
It’s for anonymous strangers I’m addicted too

I disdain them
But they seem an easy friend
I’ll never apologise it’s my new religion

and none of those ever devised
cost as much as these cold permanent eyes
The weight of our inflated politic sandbags the modern mind

and no gaze of God or Man, could lie as heavy on you as the lense
I’m told I coulda been anything, but that I wasted it instead-

In my head
No don’t go back there again
I finally learned to steal
I’m sure you recognize pieces of them

In my head
It'll be better soon
sculpt my wings and learn to fly
Until death in the afternoon

me and all my friends
Want mostly something to believe
we wish romance more than a smooth transaction
shored up by conceits

my ex-colleagues and I, get angry in the hot sun
we throw glare and affectation
but are too scared to fight or run

every generation is a necessary sacrifice
to what their parents wished was true
It got them to this point

In their head
we wont be Abraham again
finally learned not to borrow from other times
I’m sure you recognize the pieces (????of them???)

In their head
It'll be better soon
sculpt my wings
and learn to fly until death in the afternoon

All the frogs are all gay now
they’re in a confused pile
The prophet tried to warn you
but you couldn’t bare to consider/think of pedophiles

human contraceptives
(trickled) made their way downstream/Ironically,
they’re having trouble reproducing
Pepe’s just like me

I don’t mean to call you gay (not that there's anything wrong with that)
I was tryna steal your melody
I mean if it gets me view,
This is my cry of help from me to you
*22 melody*

There’s something in the water
There’s something in the stream
There’s something in your daughter
but it ain’t me babe, it ain’t me

Something you left in your past
leavening you dreams
There’s nothing in the office
underneath your speech speech

There’s something in the sunset
something in the sky
return to Christianity
but not your parents
You have to swing way out wide

So many of the things I took for affectations
were actually the default