I Suprised Myself with This one 😳 - MW2019

#mw #stayhealthy #short
lmk if you guys enjoyed this but PLEASE READ DESC 4 UPDATE!

PSA: i had a bad panic attack yesterday and wont go into detail too much because of things going on in personal life so ill need to get more rest but none the less the grind never stops and ill be getting in contact with my doctora and things will get taken care of i wasnt going to post this but i needed to let you guys know why incase i dont post one day or only post some shorts im sorry if this upsets some of you guys but this is something i have to stay on top of or things can get worse btw not looking for any pitty on me or anything because its my own fault for not letting people know or educating myself on why this happened in the past but tbf i didnt know that i was having panic attacks before this one so be sure to stay educated on your mental and physical health

i just wanted to let you guys know incase of any confusion on why i didnt stream or make anything after the bo2 trickshot short w @WeLuvTrippie- and @bedat_one420
also appreciate them for allowing me to post the vid you guys be sure to go your support over on there channels aswell as they are family and helped me with some of the ideas for edits on the last montage and couldnt do it without them
CodToxicEtherMW.EXE - MW2019 - Montage https://youtu.be/ToxUcCca8DQ

also shout out to @Lil Buggg for letting us use his music on are vids he is one of my guys and family aswell he put days and weeks into these songs and albums he puts out so if you guys can check his stuff out or just share with a friend id appreciate that

Please Read if you Face same Issues:
if you guys face same issue with bad panic attacks and havent please do!
this is serious and could be a sign of trauma or something else that had happened in the past there usualy is always someone to talk to and i know for some theres not alot of people but a therapist does help and i know its tedious but your most definetly going to find the right therapist to help you with this dont ever give up trying to help yourself because as men and woman we feel that there is no one to talk to but i promise letting things out and talking to someone helps alot because if you dont things will build up i know first hand appreciate you for reading this and all love from shade