The Day Of My Arrest & What Led Up To It - Makes Me Appreciate My Life Now

I just wanted to toss a video up here for people. I had to relive this memory in my writing recently, and it made me realize just how far I have come. So I figured I would share it with you, and really sit there and try to imagine being in my shoes at the time. On the surface I was living the American dream. But just below the surface, I was an utter train wreck and disaster waiting to happen. And eventually, it did. Still, if there is one thing nobody can accuse me of, it's not being gangster. I am NOT proud of this behavior. Not at all. BUT, when people call it into question that is because they are to coward to do the type of shit I did. They call my life in question because they can't google it, too stupid to realize that you can't google the lives of 99% of gagsters. They are used to their rat packs on YT and google. I did what I did, and here I am to share it. Not proud of it. I simply want you to see that people can change. And how far anyone can come.