Get back to yourself. Words from within.

Please excuse my appearance, after 20-odd years on a ship of fools and on the river of insanity I have come to understand why the man you see is half the man he used to be as he shed his old self and began on a new.
I am 52, have my own teeth, can tear a Kamasutra in half (tried a yellow pages phone directory and strained a bollock) and know how to survive the bush.
I know I ain't pretty because my dear sweet thoughtful Mother would have to tie a pork chop around my neck just so the local strays would play with me.
Oh what fun, some were a bit bity but most were humpers not chompers so after a few hosing downs I was right as rain. Sadly though as a result I react quite badly upon hearing Donny Osman sing.

Aaaaaanyway!!
The video ends abruptly, I have recorded this 4 times and every time it just stops midway or short so this time I accepted it as I was basically finished.
I did go on to talk of how we were never told or taught of us thus easily moulded into 'a version' of but that would probably finish you off into zzzz land.

I truly feel what comes from within but claim no truth from my inner voice or crazy thoughts. I will not be with you when you move up spiritually as I have much to suffer for but once my time is up, I'll see you and me.

Much L❤ve

Johnny❤