despair and hope in a period of 15 minutes

a confession towards some of my prior sins, but maybe a little bit of hopefulness to offset my dour nature
here's the video I saw just before making the video after I wrote the script
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S8NrvTviV0s

and another good video on the importance of not returning evil for evil, but to practice forgiveness
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T_8PjAiukH4