mea culpa

Mea culpa, which means "through my fault" in Latin, comes from a prayer of confession in the Catholic Church. Said by itself, it's an exclamation of apology or remorse that is used to mean "It was my fault" or "I apologize." Mea culpa is also a noun, however.

god is good to let me survive my 40 self-own attempts, god is merciful and god is just, or I'm just schizo and god's not real (god is very real and maybe I'm schizo anyways)
but alas, my point stands, I have betrayed my leftist past out of spite towards my sinful nature, and I believe I've made an abrahamic leap of faith in regards to god's demands I sacrifice myself to him
my ex is who I'm staying alive for, and I would die for her
anyways, my works/deeds as of late are through my faith and without god's direct signs, and involvement I would never have admitted my sins, or worked to avenge those I've wronged, against myself
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XGabP7okMkg