talking & walking 5 am can't sleep #shorts

Maybe i post a video every now and than just speaking my mind.
growing up i used to speak my mind alot but always felt like nothing got better just worst.
right now i feel like im going backwards and making content is helping me maintain my sanity but at the same time hard for me to express my creative side when im distracted with so much negative energy and thoughts. That what prevents me from being productive,