Tenets of my faith

tenets of my faith 1
https://rumble.com/v3425a5-tenets-of-my-faith.html

tenets of my faith 2
https://rumble.com/v34cria-more-shaky-tenets-of-my-faith.html

tenets of my faith 3
https://rumble.com/v3epb4t-tenets-of-my-faith-arguing-evil-3.html

tenets of my faith 4, junk misc, afterthoughts
https://rumble.com/v3erkz1-tenets-of-my-faith-4-misc-junk-afterthoughts.html

the first 2-4 minutes are a bit slow, but they set up the rest of the stuff somewhat
just a rundown of the principles of my faith as it stands currently
I'm sort of making god to be an eldritch horror
but like
what part of "work out your salvation in fear and trembling" and "I am nothing before you oh lord" is so fucking hard to understand