A father talks about the troubles of separation and intrinsic hope. A reading of requested content

A father talks about the troubles of separation and intrinsic hope towards the future with reunion. A reading and playing of requested content.

AI voices by ElevenLabs.

Song: TAELA - good in bed

Transcript:
"I know this...feeling.. ...the hate, confusion, and hopelessness. I had to purge such things. The fear and desperation.
I couldn't sleep, I couldn't think straight or remember right. When my son was taken from me I died, I begged for death. But the next day I began to enact every form of lawfare and proclaimed every emotional and mental grievance I had concerning the situation. I won, somehow... I got my son back. I burned bridges, lost friends, and shed loyalties in the process but in the end I got to wake up every day and get him ready for school. Hug him, tell him how much I love him, and see the smile on his face every day I am there for him. I thank God his mother, my wife, came back and we worked things out. Now my son can hug his mother and father any time he wants, every day, every time he wakes up. This song reminds me of and takes me back to the time when it was just my son and I, me trying to keep peace with mom and losing it weekly.
Begging her to give our son the ability to see both his parents everyday again.
It made me so angry; our problems were not his fault, he didn't need to suffer because we were at odds. We should be better to suffer for him. Who is more important, not me!
I can understand the problems, I have been a major contributor to them and intimately involved. No sin or iniquity between us called for the consequences to be upon our child. Yet he suffered more than either of us combined. ...will those be the first memories he remembers in life? Will it be holding his father asking why mom isn't there anymore or looking at me through a video call wondering why he isn't allowed to be next to me during his summer break.
I won't know such things until he is old enough to tell me himself about them. But I can know, now, that he will grow up with a family stitched and patched together but honestly whole."