Believe I am mRNA injured

I didn’t want to get the Covid shot after doing my own research but was forced to in order to keep my job as a PSW. I wasn't allowed to return to work until I had 2 mRNA shots. I got my 1st shot 12/17/21, 2nd shot 02/08/22.
June 10, 2023, I woke up with joint & muscle pain everywhere.
I have never had this before. I had pain in every joint & muscle, wrist & even the back of my head & neck. Knees bothered me because of my trying to walk while in pain.
July 19th my right foot. August 9,2023, fell flat on my face because of not being able to lift my leg over gate that I always could before & sprained my toe & it turned black & purple. August 2023 right foot swelling & then left foot.
It hurt to try to move in bed, I couldn't squat because of the pain & when I wake up after sleeping I can barely move & can’t dress myself without terrible pain. I have to try to step into my pants while sitting on the bed because it hurts to lift my legs. Couldn't get my top on or off. Couldn't even brush my hair. Everything hurt everywhere. Muscles burning & weakened, No strength to put residents compression stockings in witch I had no issues doing before. No over the counter pain medication helped whatsoever. I couldn't even get in or out, drive my car or turn my neck without pain.
October 07, 2022, prior to this I had a sciatica nerve issue that also came out of nowhere for no reason & took months to go away.
I know this is mRNA shot injury. It couldn't be anything else. I was perfectly physically fine. I'm a super fast walker & always was a extremely strong person never needing help from anyone at work or home. This prevented me from doing my job properly. Preventing me from living & enjoying life. Constant complaining about my pain & brought me to tears till i couldn't take it anymore & finally went to the hospital. I was to the point where i was thinking I can't live this way. When i told my doctor that i believed it to be vaccine injury she said "I had all my shots & boosters & I'm fine" doing a little step. I no longer have faith in doctors & want no more of their vaccines of any kind & I use to get flu shots with no issues. I do not trust any big pharma medication anymore. All they care about is money & they don't care who gets harmed in the process. All most doctors today do is treat your symptoms without trying to fix the problem. I don't want my symptoms treated, I want to be fixed as of pre mRNA shot. I'm scared of what the further outcome may be. I do not want to die or be crippled from this mRNA shot. I still have adult children & grandchildren that need me.