is my mom demonically possesed or ?

its just Alzheimers?
My mother probably still bear the guilt of ditching me at 4, later on when I first came to the States, her new husband try to murder me, I fled on barefoot hence on the streets. She said I should have been aborted, later on in life, she intentionally move to a different county over my vehement objection, just to torment me.