Idk about everyone else… but,

I used to believe everything they said on “our” News Media tv..
What they had written in newspapers…
Ya know’ important medical facts, and safety issues proclaimed by the CDC and FDA!!….
Even “our” state and federal government agencies.
If they said it to be the TRUTH!!
Well, then by God, it’s the truth.!

End of story.

.
..and then one day..
I didn’t…

I didn’t believe them anymore.

And then, I began to questioned my own logic and reasoning.
Was I being rational… responsible and logical??
Or was I being manipulated… in the other direction…?

I wasn’t sure for quite a while…

And it all felt so…
disloyal,
disrespectful
and irrational to THINK!..
… that ANY of these people.
Agencies and organizations that I’ve trusted for MY ENTIRE LIFE.
Would lie to me…?
Lie to you..?
Lies to their own families..?

would they do that..?
Could THEY do that..?

Could they legally, DO THAT..?!

Surely not! That would be breaking a code of honor.. ethics, integrity…
and the LAW….!
Duh..!
Then I found out,
NO!!
No. No. No no no nope. Oh my..
IT IS NOT illegal, criminal, liable or even ethically immoral for our news medias Our state and federal agencies.
Our trusted professionals,
“our” EXPERTS in their respective fields….

To lie directly to our faces.
Every fucking time they speak to us…. Willingly or unknowingly.
Anything goes.
And no one knows… and if they do.. they don’t care.

Wtf!!?

This destroyed my peace of mind, trust, my outlook on MY reality….
What was the reality..? …lol…

They throughly mind fecked me good… in a terrible way.
Let’s just say.. I have not enjoyed it.

I had hoped I was wrong…
I PRAYED that I WAS JUST “CRAZY”.

Honestly, I would have preferred that.
That would have made me feel better than the alternative.
That they KNEW they were lying… but continued to do it.. willingly, happily and willfully. All along, with a smile plastered across their faces.
To all of us….. the innocent.

We are their people…
They are OUR people….

Aren’t they….?
I felt so confused, and betrayed.
To have a tinge of doubt about what they were telling us…
their own people..
their own communities…?

That is crazy.. and only a crazy person would ever think that way.
Right??

So now what..?
Do we continue to pretend that we don’t “know”…?
That we can’t see “it”..
it’s laughable at this point…. And so far past disrespectful, that it is unforgivable.

Idk… just a few strewn together thoughts that went through my mind when hearing what they were saying.

Alls I’m saying is… I didn’t just wake up like this…
something happened to me.. that changed the way I see things.
And I’m not enjoying this..
I still hope I am crazy.
Along with all of these other people…
And I wish more than anything
(other than being crazy and wrong)
That I could go back and unsee whatever it was that made me stop and think….. wait a minute…..
That’s not true.

Link to source below
https://rumble.com/v3p19l3-excess-mortality-in-wa-state.html