October 27, 2023

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missed main part as usual
(news happens to show about shooter in Maine, and art projects for Mexican/Hispanic women
J stands in mom's and my face to say no one offered art program for shooter when he asked for help, art programs should be for men before they shoot but wasted on women instead, etc.

is this real? is this really my existence? are there other people who actually talk like that or am I just too sensitive? (hard to listen to while on period- am I just bitter?)
(wish I had known about art program before now to participate before J 'forced/had no choice but to' bad-mouth it, but it's on other side of town and seems like it's only for Mexican women)