Absurd- Mourning Soul

My days are grey like dirty snow

A Fire's burning in my soul

Why should I live - love dying in my pain

My death is reapers gain

In solitude I cannot tell

just of my deepest sorrow

All time that's left is freezing me

I'm waiting for tomorrow

The fire in my mourning soul

Burns all my feelings to the ground

and all my hope has gone away

I simply will decay

Of war in mind I ran away

The chaos lies behind me

but a desert plains, where I can see -

the golden bright sun blinds me

No strength, no help to break this spell

This curse that grinds me down

my mortal life runs out of me

I'm dying on my own