another can of sarcasm because its a Tuesday

some rare emotion you will not see for me often but I want you to know that I too have feelings and I know that you do too. but that's not an excuse for the stupid s*** some of y'all lefties do. so move on. but I want those that are missing someone with a lost 5 minutes ago or five decades ago, can I understand and recognize and live that depressive side of the holidays. you're missing the ones you love because they should still be there with you and celebrating but they're not no matter what it was that caused them to leave. whatever caused them to pass. all you know is that your heart hurts and mine does every year around this time so just know that you are not alone. you're not the only one sad or crying or wishing time could go backwards and you could fix what went wrong. no butterfly effect here. that just opens up another can of works but we're just one day, I wish I had them here with me and ask them all the questions I've never got answers to. maybe there's no one alive that knows the answers. it's not just the birth of Jesus that we celebrate. it's also remembering those who are with us anymore and to let them know I love you I miss you and you are not forgotten. you will always be part of this family or part of my love and that is eternal. God bless you and I pray for you that this Christmas season will be a little bit better than last. and for those who are going through their first, or anyone else, talk to them. out loud. they will hear you they will feel you. and you will feel them. because in your heart they never left.