Unlocking the Power of Professionalism_ My Obsession with Order

I've I've I've developed a habit where I punish myself for the smallest in professional actions If I misplace my keys or misplace my phone and it takes me more than 10 minutes to find it I'll punish myself for that Regardless whether it's I don't spend money this week or I don't go here or I'm canceling that or I'm going to defer buying something I want to buy I punish myself religiously so that next time I put my phone down I know where I put my phone Next time I put it down I know where I put it all the time When I put it down I know where my phone is So when I'm around people like Hey I lost my keys All right bro I forgot that when I'm around sloppy people I don't like it I like people who have their lives in order When I when I detect sloppiness I don't really want them too close because gaps are where people things sneak in Other things are basic offset really basic offset I like that If I'm around my friends if I'm ever sitting with my back to a room this is an enclosed environment In a normal restaurant I never sit with my back to the room If I have to do it I like that my I never do it If I have to do it the people I roll with they'll literally give me a gnaw They'll sit down at dinner and I have to sit here They'll go and they'll pay extra attention for me because I can't see behind I like that level of professionals I like that I like people like I said don't we get we no hangovers no crying their eyes out no cowardice It's infectious