Why I'm a liberal reactionary

liberalism's great flaw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qUTOxkBJk80

CS lewis essays - equality
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZsjVrF9kTAY

1992 study The proportions of heterosexual and homosexual pedophiles among sex offenders against children: an exploratory study
https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/1556756/
MSN article on queer and trans child rapists being sentenced to death
https://www.msn.com/en-us/news/us/a-new-florida-bill-could-spell-literal-death-for-queer-and-trans-citizens/ar-AA19Wa08

I don't get into it except as an aside by mentioning 43 attempts at penitence through suicide and as "paying in blood at god's command", but basically, if you feel angry at me, just remember I tried to A: castrate myself with a razorblade and only stopped because I wasn't bleeding to death
B: wrist slashing 10 separate times deep possibly to the bone
C: 16 stabs deep into my chest on 16 separate occasions
D: purposefully got myself shot (although I thought it'd be my head I got it in the gut)
E: got myself hit in the head by a car
F: sliced up my neck 5-7 times
G: took a whole bottle of tylenol 5-7 times
so if you want bloody justice just remember I already visited upon myself, at what I swear is god's command
but I felt it was necessary to share what might make you angry from the video as personal testimony that A: I know what I'm talking about from the inside of leftist mentality and B: I understand now better than ever why it's evil as someone who was like that in a way and has legitimately paid the price to be able to say he's changed