5. It's Time

Shortly after leaving Los Angeles, I was back in Texas and I sensed God telling me that I would once again be leaving and that it would be sometime soon.
Then He dropped what was equivalent to an atomic bomb on me…
He told me that He wanted me to go to my home town and ask some of my family members for forgiveness!
“WHAT!!! Why do You want ME to ask THEM for forgiveness!
THEY are the ones who should be asking for forgiveness from me!” I vehemently cried out.
It was a very painful struggle for me to have to deal with at the time.
There was a lot of bad history there.
“No way!!!” I said. “I can’t…”
After only a few minutes, if it was even that long, I began to settle down.
The Lord then began to “gently” explain to me that IF I would just trust Him, I would soon see how it was for my own good.
At the time, I didn’t understand what He meant by that.

He then went on to show me that IF I couldn’t (or wouldn’t) do what He was asking me to do, I wouldn’t be able to move forward in my walk with Him and accomplish what He wants for me to accomplish in my lifetime; BECAUSE IF I couldn’t forgive and let go of the past, I truly wasn’t His.
After He said that to me, it caused a cold fear to go through my heart.
It hurt.
But I knew that He was right.
He’s God… Of course He is right…

He then showed me how it had been “me” who was the one who had been harboring the feelings of animosity against some of my family members for the mental and physical abuses that they had causes me to go through when I was a child.
He told me that He knew all about how I felt.

Then, He said something to me which almost caused my head to explode…
He told me that “they” didn’t even remember the things that “I” had personally been upset about for all of them years.
WOW!!!
After listening to Him, (for a few hours I might add) I knew in my heart that He was right.
I knew that I had to let go of all of that emotional garbage from my past.
I just didn’t know how to do it.
I also knew that I knew that I had to go to where it was that He was asking me to go.
Deep in my heart I knew that it was time…
I HAD to go.
I was no exception to the rule…
If for no other reason, but for my own sake…
IT WAS TIME…
AFTER I decided to follow HIS lead, He gave me the words to this beautiful song.

And you know what???
HE WAS RIGHT!!!

While I pray that these words bring HEALING to your soul, bring HEALTH to your body as well...
When God first put it in my heart to actually record the music that He’d given me, He simultaneously impressed these words into my heart:
They’re from the latter part of Matthew 10:8, where He says;
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