9. Dead Man Walking

What do people unwittingly crave for but, simultaneously deny themselves of?
FORGIVENESS…
But before there can be forgiveness; there has to be repentance…

I knew that I had to act…
I had to do what I believed God was asking me to do, concerning my mother’s husband. So I went and knocked on their bedroom door and asked to speak with him, along with my mother.
He reluctantly agreed, then we walked into the living room where he and my mother sat on the sofa, and I sat on the ottoman in front of them. I then proceeded to tell him that I believed God had put it in my heart to tell him that He, God, wanted him, my stepdad, to turn away from the drugs and the alcohol that he was using and abusing. I told him that I believed that God had told me that if he didn’t stop doing what he was doing that it was going to kill him, and that he was going to die… SOON.

He immediately reacted in the negative, which was exactly what I had expected, but had inwardly hoped that he wouldn’t do. He then cussed me out and told me that he didn’t want to hear anything else that I had to say to him, and that he didn’t want for me to EVER say anything to him about GOD again either!
He then got up and stormed off back into their bedroom and slammed the door behind him as mom and I just sat there looking at each other, not saying a word.

After a short while, I was still sitting there on the sofa in the living room praying and asking God if I had messed up somehow, and done something wrong, because that was exactly what it felt like. As I was praying, he came out of their bedroom and was walking through the kitchen towards me, when suddenly everything; time, suddenly seemed to have slowed down to a trickle as he was walking by me. I sat there looking into his eyes and saw that there was nothing there as he walked by me. Instead of eyes, there were black, empty sockets where his eyes were supposed to be. There was no light in them whatsoever. Darkness…
Immediately, God whispered three words into my heart that gave me a cold chill which went down into the marrow of my bones.
What I heard was; “Dead Man Walking.”

The following morning, as I was sitting there thinking about what had happened the night before, the Lord began to give me the words to this most sincere and very real song.

I hope that you can truly understand and grasp what it is that God wants for each of us…
FORGIVENESS… Not only FROM Him towards us, but from us, to everyone who has ever wronged us; and to those who WILL wrong us in the future.
But remember, before there can be forgiveness; there has to be repentance…

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