From Burnout to YouTube Success: My Inspiring Journey as a Creator

When I want to do something I just want to do it And like if I want to play this game I try to just get it all in my system and just burn myself out on it And then when I wake up the next day like OK You know So when you got hooked on YouTube was it immediate Like as soon as you got into YouTube you were like oh this is it Or were you like a consumer for a while before you really realized like I'm I think it was the second I found out that you could do it for a living because I wanted to take care of my mom have much money is when I really got hooked I made some videos before I knew you could make money But once I was like oh this could be my future I was all in But the problem is it's a very long journey So I was hooked hooked hooked And then after five years and getting nowhere like OK maybe I'm wasting my time Maybe people are right Maybe I should actually try in school and get a real job and that kind persistent and persistent And then I went to community college for like two weeks because my mom was like move out or go to college And I didn't have enough money to move really have a choice And I was so depressed like is like borderline to the point like why am even alive This is so miserable Why Like what am I doing I'm just sitting here This person's literally reading out of a book to me Like what How is this like my life This is dumb And so then that's obviously when I just like you know what Screw it