Disconnect

The 21st song of my album called Online.
This song is about being online too much
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Lyrics:

I think that’s it,
I must be done.
I need to sleep,
But we had fun.

I can’t believe,
What we all made.
A hell of a day,
I’m glad you stayed.

I tell myself!
That this is right!
My time’s not wasted!
This is worth the fight!

I don’t blame you...
I chose this life...

I live behind a computer screen
Body’s falling apart at the seams!
I couldn’t go out if I tried
The world outside destroyed my life!
All you know is what you see
And you can’t see the real parts of me!
I hide here in the safety of the dark
Because my life ended with my spark!
Terminally online is where I rot away
With it all blending in day to day!
Basically dying from neglect
I wish I could learn to disconnect!

The glow of the screen,
Sometimes all I can see.
Hammering keys,
Could anyone love me?

I’m always alone,
Though you’re always there.
My giant online family,
Does anyone really care?

Sometimes I want to die,
Just end it all like that.
Leave behind a ghost,
And a starving cat.

I don’t blame you...
I chose this life...

I live behind a computer screen
Body’s falling apart at the seams!
I couldn’t go out if I tried
The world outside destroyed my life!
All you know is what you see
And you can’t see the real parts of me!
I hide here in the safety of the dark
Because my life ended with my spark!
Terminally online is where I rot away
With it all blending in day to day!
Basically dying from neglect
I wish I could learn to disconnect!

Haven’t bathed in a week,
No one to impress.
Bed soars really hurt,
Aching from the stress.

How can I ever leave,
This place is safe?
All alone with you,
I won’t plead my case.

But I guess no one will know,
I don’t tell them why.
I’m dying inside here,
No one will see me cry.

I don’t blame you...
I chose this life...

I live behind a computer screen
Body’s falling apart at the seams!
I couldn’t go out if I tried
The world outside destroyed my life!
All you know is what you see
And you can’t see the real parts of me!
I hide here in the safety of the dark
Because my life ended with my spark!
Terminally online is where I rot away
With it all blending in day to day!
Basically dying from neglect
I wish I could learn to disconnect!