I have been in Ascoli before ….. in a dream

Here we are ….. It happened again, I’m heading to Ascoli Piceno by bicycle to meet a good friend I knew in London, the ride was planned after that my Auntie showed me this wonderful walking and cycling path alongside the river Tronto going all the way from San Benedetto del Tronto, my hometown, to Ascoli.

All was as expected, stunning and peaceful and even if toward the end I struggled a bit I made it, but ……. what awaited for me reached Ascoli was unexpected as it was all the other time that happened, I reached this part of Ascoli that was the last part before reaching the town centre and here a Déjà vu

It was so strong that I had to stop and staring at the view of this street only to realise that I had a dream of it months ago, isn’t the first time that this happens so nothing strange here but what annoying me is the fact that I don’t know how to control it and the understanding of why it’s happening.

The good thing is that everytime that dreams shows up into this so called reality I care about the so called reality less and less and maybe that’s what is all about those premonitions, there is something out there that is playing with me like in the movie Nirvana, one of the main Characters that is a videogame realise to be just a program and ask the creator to erase him so that doesn’t have to repeat the game over and over again, that’s what I feel, part of a game trying to find the way out but forced to play.