Life is pretty uncomfortable and surviving is stressful-life update

Mark didn't get the job. he has applied to try and get an over the road job and has been scheduled for orientation in Ohio...I hat the idea of him being over the road and missing all the children but we have no other fucking choice...I have no idea what in the world God is trying to do. but with all the bills piling up and due again soon we are up the creek without a paddle and are desperate for work