outta sight, in my mind; in sight, outta my mind

i can see now why people think i'm autistic but that's not it
i think about this person a lot even tho i know she never thinks about me
if you're right in front of me i'm probably thinkin bout sumin else but we will have a conversation later
i suppose that's why i can't get along
i can't wait for you to leave whenever you're actually around
whenever you're gone i'll sing a song about ya tho
i can't not be like that so maybe i should just accept it ya know
this is really good lyrical content in the moment
how much of our life is made worse when we just can't accept certain things about ourselves or life in general
acceptance just makes more sense but resistance is natural in this world
you have sumin to fester about so you don't have to really do anything
if only i could let this shit go i'd be far more productive
once again the weather machine ladies n gentlemen
driving in the rain, that IS what we are doing (for a min)
multiple people have asked me why i am always driving
unfortunately this is modern society
cars were already in existence when i arrived in 1985
i learned how to drive at 21, i didn't want to but i ended up liking it
so many complications w/ it but it's still a luxury
women naturally total motor vehicles
they should take yer license away if you are reckless not just if you drink n drive (petty shit)
it doesn't have to make sense, it's america
i don't hate america, i hate american culture (it's very senseless)
maybe i'm wrong for this or maybe i'm just a beatnik in my mind
DIY old skool american
way more wealth in unhealth
once again another explanation from ag
i figured out a lotta stuff thru discomfort
why do i keep doin this to myself...
now's a bad time to bring up anything related to...
ditty (T) not diddy (D)
i mean, he was a piece a shit in the nineties
idol worshipping is totally the main thing in america (celebrity culture is naturally gonna be more prominent where there are more tvs)
they're willing to toss their integrity for $ fame drugs n bitches
that was a damn good explanation (i think)