i don't want shit to do w/ the internet n yet here i am

i couldn't stop crying when i woke up
i'm trying not to fuck this up but that's silly
it's not wrong to wanna self-destruct
my timing is unintentionally on point
they stopped traffic but i just went
i'll take the initiative that most people won't
i think they're just afraid of themselves
i make so much i know i am a bit of an extremist
i used to beat myself up relentlessly for making a mistake
it's cowardice to only live in yer head
you do have it in you
the internet has proven that society just gave up
we just have to deal w/ this shit, it's not going anywhere
i never feel alone
God is not a fix, there is nothing to fix
they think the hope is in the drugs but good drugs will tell you the truth
it won't get better til you just accept that it is was it is
pills were never designed to eradicate negative thoughts
medication doesn't give you a better outlook
i'm sorry if you think i'm judging you
if it comes across in a particular way then that might be sumin to evaluate
are doctors even doctors tho