When Losing Spoons Leads To Rage #1

(This is not for profit, but for fair use. May make more in the future and use some of these then)
= Some trigger warning as well for scenes that some find upsetting =

Thought for sometime since the invention of YouTube, the possibility of making video edits of what kind of mind I have. Most of my life it's been difficult to describe this and wondered if other's minds were like this.
Now, this is not me promoting any harm of sorts.

They are as close as I can get to clips from what my mind wanders to them to comes to mental rage. They're pretty much the random channel surfing, rapid type of editing of what my stream of consciousness is like. A TV or video that never shuts off. The only thing missing is my memory of real life experience cause...science hasn't found a way to draw from that.

Clips used:
Carrie 1976 and 2013
Mommie Dearest
Eggo Waffles- Monster Girl
Ikki Tousen opening
Illymation - Dating (When You're Autistic)
The Rage: Carrie 2
The Dana Carvey Show: First Ladies as Dogs segment
Evil Woman Laugh audio - Black Mask