Discarded Dreams

Evening Star Fantasy Ambience
Discarded Dreams

Lyrics:
I want to disappear from this hollow shell, a reflection I can't escape
Wearing masks so no one sees the void, no one feels the weight
It's like gripping broken glass, cutting deeper than I show
Even though I'm sinking under it, the emptiness keeps growing cold
Crush my will, there’s no one left but me

Looking back, did I ever matter? Was my existence just a joke?
Never seen, never heard, just drifting in the haze
Another day I'll wake, unnoticed and replaced, another useless face
Goodnight, discarded dreams

There's no thrill left in this act
"I want to forget" "I want to fade out," splitting myself in two
Struggling against the world, and still losing ground
Buried under these useless thoughts, it's all so pointless
Cracking at the seams, breaking me apart

Screaming in silence is just self-deception
No effort will ever change the way it ends
Just the hope of being acknowledged keeps me standing
But it's becoming harder to see, my reflection is dimming
If I vanished
Would anyone even care?
In the end, even if I'm gone, it all stays the same

I'm sick of pretending to fight against the tide
I won't reach for anything, it's just a lie
I want to numb it all, or better yet, stop feeling forever
I just want peace, but I don't know what that means anymore
I don't care if I disappear in the dirt, nothing really matters
In the end, only I can free myself
But soon enough, I'll fade into the background, forgotten

I want to disappear from this hollow shell, a reflection I can't escape
Wearing masks so no one sees the void, no one feels the weight
It's like gripping broken glass, cutting deeper than I show
Even though I'm sinking under it, the emptiness keeps growing cold
Crush my will, there’s no one left but me

Looking back, did I ever matter? Was my existence just a joke?
Never seen, never heard, just drifting in the haze
Another day I'll wake, unnoticed and replaced, another useless face
Goodnight, discarded dreams