Tainted Love's Ambition

Evening Star Fantasy Ambience
Tainted Love's Ambition

Lyrics:
Only convenient ideals
Even if I line them up, reality is dark
Getting hurt has become a habit
Who can I not forgive?

Destroying what I want to love
Thinking it's better to let go before losing it
That's what I believed

But I'm crying
Now, if this heavy curtain were to open
"Notice me here,"
While my voice grows hoarse
I kept shouting

Counting the parts of myself that are lacking
Comparing won't change anything
Once again, I've stopped here
Where should I go?

Looking for a suitable reason
Even if I averted my eyes, that day's fleeting dream
Even though I decided not to believe in miracles
I keep erasing the desires
That surface repeatedly

But I'm crying
Now, in the midst of dazzling light
Even if it's pain
While transforming it into brilliance
I burn my life
Lying
Behind the perfect stage
Even if I swallow back
The trembling words

That I can't become anything
Seems like I understand more than anyone else
I spat it out
How many more do I need to grasp
To feel fulfilled?
Hey, answer me, tears, ah, tears

Yeah, I'm crying
Before the indelible scars
Swallow up tomorrow
From the depths of darkness
I burn my life
Lying
Now, in the midst of dazzling light
Even if it's pain
While transforming it into brilliance
I burn my life

These feelings
I can't tell anyone