not everything has to be an art project, amy + ag eats a bagel

i love this hat so much, i look like such a hobo
i wish i could bear this
i don't ask God to lift this burden, it's supposed to be there
it woulda disappeared by now if that was meant to be
if i didn't have it i wouldn't be so compelled to tell on myself
i think i'm just more in tune w/ the things that make you leave
i'm more open to the negativity that most of society runs away from cos it's too depressing (i mean, i get it)
i like how i just go w/ it whenever i mess up
i dig it now, when i was listening to it in my head i fuckin hated it
i am an acquired taste for some, most will never let that happen hahaha
the ones that already had a thing for me...
i can only assume that you must feel this burden too
is it raining, i can't remember
i can't imagine anyone removing this burden
would it make me happy for it to go away, i don't think so
happiness is learning how to deal w/ this, doin yer best
happiness is figuring it out no matter how hard it is
i could never explain to somebody that would deem me insane
sadness or anything painful is to be avoided
i'm sorry to sound so bitter (i will always be bitter but not over what you might assume)
*i DID play keys at the east room n almost puked hahaha
ag eats a bagel (by force)
i haven't wanted to eat for like 3 days
i am literally eating my emotions, i don't need food
they'd probably think that i was in a psychotic state seeing me cry
you'd tell me that i'm dumb hahahaha
i can't see myself not having that as a hindrance to normal human relationships
i'm not bemoaning it, i wanna be even more accepting than i already am
it definitely is some kinda growth spurt
i am feeling the fuck outta this energy tho
selection day is tmrw, that is why
the american public will never believe somebody like me
*it actually wasn't that interesting, probably becuz there was hardly anyone there