Dota is my only relationship.

Have you ever, pointed out to your family, you all act like a bunch of A holes, n no one ever really cares about anyone else. and you were only 8, Then over the next 20 years you watch your family slowly come to the same realization that u had when you were 8? Yeah...its hard being the smartest person in the room when you arent even thinking, applying yourself, or realistically even acknowledging you even exist to yourself. If my depression gets you down, boy you should live with it like i have for as long as i have. If youd like to see me get better, heres the place. But in all reality, I am so depressed that its going into a type of solipsism.
Anyways, im going to do what I do. n thats forget that I exist n actively want to Find new holes to breath out of. SOOOOOOOO Imma play video gamesssss.